I discovered that I don't know: How did I survive in the city when I lived there? And I enjoyed it so much – not to have light – no road – no noise.

I had to learn, yeah, because I – it was a big change: you know, to cook in a microwave, and now to cook in a wooden stove. And to walk, and to carry, and to learn all that life – now that was completely new for me.

And I lived almost without going out of my community for six years. Yeah, learning that life and getting in love with nature. Because all the rebel questions that I had inside – I found the answer in nature.

It was a pleasure, for the first time in my life, to clean the house – because in Mexico, you grew up with two maids getting your clothes ready, and running behind and beyond you – trying to help you – and it was a new experience. And I discovered that to be a Mom – it was something favorite. And now I am completely sure that it's the most favorite thing in my life – no? – to cook, to clean, to put the flowers, to have music, incense, to have a good atmosphere, always laughing, always talking, interesting.

The four of us put all our clothing on us, because it was so cold. And my house, it's kind of fresh. It's a cabin with, I don't know how to say, with spaces?

Interviewer: Yes, chinks.

And you can see the mist coming into the house. Incredible, no? Full of magic, but very fresh! Then we put all our clothing on us and lay down – the four of us in the bed, hugging, all of us . . .

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